Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Dawn Stewart-Lookkin

Occupy Town Square, April 28, 2012, Union Square
Photo: Stacy Lanyon

I grew up in New York City in very lefty, progressive circles. I’ve been on marches since I was a baby. I think that over time I got a little jaded about it because you get a permit, go on the march, and everyone has the signs. It’s just the same thing again and again. You don’t feel like it’s changing much. It’s just the same group of people. It’s a little bubble of safety. We all mostly agree with each other. I had become pretty jaded over the years. I had thought that one day I would want a child, but I was thinking, “That’s not going to happen. There is no future. This is like the apocalypse. It’s all coming to an end.”

I heard about Occupy through the magazine. I was already plugged into all these circles that knew about Occupy. When I joined and became a part of it, it just felt totally different from everything else. It felt like a space of real hope. I actually had hope for the future and what we were doing. As the community grew at Zuccotti, it became this home away from home. I never actually slept there except for the night that they were being threatened with eviction when so many of us showed up. It was still a home away from home for me. I went there, and there was this positive energy. Everyone was doing lots of different things, but everyone was immediately your friend. They were all there with the same purpose to be human beings. We were not stuck being a male or female or a certain ethnicity or a certain social class or education or belief system. We were just there to be with each other and to support each other and create a real community that we don’t see anymore. It’s all advertizing and shopping and isolating.

I feel that it’s the most important thing that’s going on right now. Most of our daily life is about unimportant things. People are like, “I’m going to go to school. Then, I’m going to college. Then, I’m going to grad school. Then, I’m going to get a job and have a family” and be this robotic person or this lemming or this zombie. Within the Occupy movement, there are so many ways to be a part of it and to express dissent. I think it’s the only real way right now to protest the powers that be, protest the way that things are, the way that the earth is being destroyed, the way we are destroying people’s livelihoods. The reason it’s important is because it just disrupts everything that we take for granted, everything that is told to us. All of our history is written by white men or the powerful countries or whoever is the colonizer. 

I feel like what’s the most special thing about Occupy is that it didn’t start here. There are occupations and actions and people rising up all over the world. I feel like we’re all finally connected. Through media and Twitter in 2012, we are able to truly be connected and talk and say, “Oh, you’re doing this thing over in Quebec or Germany or wherever. Well, we’re going to support you here.” It’s not like we’re all struggling by ourselves.

I hope for a world where money doesn’t exist. I think that’s what it really comes down to because that will affect everything. The only reason we have jobs to make money is so that we can have shelter and food, and so we can be happy. I think that one of the things that we saw at liberty Plaza was its own Utopian society. We would just share with each other. It wasn’t even a barter system. It wasn’t like, “I give you this. You give me that.” It was like, “You need this. I have it. You can have it.” That was such a powerful thing to see, and I feel that that can be expressed like that on a global level. I think over time that it’s really possible. I think it will be in my lifetime because I’ve never seen anything like this before. Maybe it will take twenty years, fifty years. We will all be free. We won’t live with these invisible and visible restraints that keep us from truly being happy and being together and being united as a people who are struggling for true equality. I know that some people say that we want better pensions, better this. I think that’s good in a lot of ways. My dream future is a world without money. I think that will solve everything.