Monday, April 2, 2012

Angel Rodriguez el ocupante de Calle De Paredes

Occupy Town Square, February 26, 2012, Tompkins Square Park
Photo: Stacy Lanyon

The drum circle ended up drawing me to Occupy Wall Street. I had an interview at a store nearby. I finished the interview, and I was walking around, and I hear all these drums, so I walked toward Zuccotti Park, and there are the drums, and I see all these tents up, and I’m like, “What’s going on? Is this like a street fair?” I was confused as to what it was at first. It just drew me. I wanted to play the drums, but I didn’t have the guts to do so. I started showing up every couple of days, and eventually I had the courage to get on the drum circle, and I started drumming. 

I started talking to all these different people trying to figure out why everyone was here, and I was getting different answers, but I realized that there was something common about all of our diverse answers. We were here for a better world. We wanted something better than what we had. There are people out there that still need to wake up, that are still brainwashed, that are like, “Oh, this is how it has to be,” and it’s not. We’ve been oppressed for so long by this government of ours that we literally just move out of the way and say, “Why should I question this?” We should be questioning our government and the malicious things that they do behind doors, things all over the world, not just in our country. They are screwing over a lot of countries that don’t have the resources that other countries do, and they get exploited by our government and the people that run this world. It’s all sorts of different governments. It’s not just our government. Seeing that, talking more with people, it drew me more and more.  

I was looking for work, and I got to the point where I knew there were plenty of things that I had skills in, that I could help out with. That’s what I did. I started asking around at different sections of the park. I was asking sanitation. I was asking kitchen. I was asking the media, medics. Everybody was like, “We already have it covered.” Eventually, I ended up at the tobacco station.  That’s how I started getting to know more and more people. It was a great way to interact and network with all these interesting individuals that eventually became my friends, and some of them are really close to me as a family. They might not be blood, but I see them as a family.

My life is nothing like what it was. I had an apartment like all of these people have, and I realized that it all was materialistic. I still felt empty inside. I had some roommates, and we got along, but there was just something about life that felt empty, and once I got involved with Occupy, the emptiness slowly started getting filled up. I had this overwhelming sensation of belonging and having something in my life for once. I felt that this was what I was looking for. It can be hectic at times. It can be very frustrating, but that goes along with anything in life. If you want something, you gotta work at obtaining it. Sometimes you have to deal with the struggles within the movement, but in the end, we all take a step back, and we realize that we’re all in it together and just continue spreading the message out there just to make people wake up, to make them realize that this is not the way it should be.

If things continue the way they are going, we’re not going to have much to leave behind for the generations to come. There are people out there that are trying to make these companies realize that there are other ways that you can energize the world that we live in through natural resources and much more environmentally friendly ways, but because they are making millions off of their products, people who bring those ideas are shut down. The greed of very few just harms everyone around them, and if they are able to realize that their actions affect others beyond themselves, maybe one day they will wake up, and maybe we can start making some changes. That’s why it’s so important, for our future.

We have become so handicapped with technology that we forgot our roots and how to actually survive out in the wilderness. Everything is already pre-made for us. Hopefully, eventually, we can learn all these skills that we all can harness, and we can help one another out. I see it coming from a third world country, Guatemala. I go visit my grandparents up in the mountains, and they grow their own crops. They’re self-sustainable. They don’t need to go to a store for this or that. They have it. If we take the time to learn these skills, then we don’t need to be depending on all these corporations and all these companies. It’s a big vicious cycle. We are in part to blame for it because we have just become so comfortable with everything that’s being handed over to us rather than actually taking the time and learning a skill and creating something ourselves. Hopefully, with all this awareness and all these words that we’re putting out there, maybe we can eventually be more self-sustainable. 

Interview by Stacy Lanyon
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